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Sun, 17 Oct 2004 20:16:38 GMT

haven't used this lj name in awhile so i thought i should.... hi

my weekend

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 01:54:57 GMT

hey!
sat: taste of buffalo--yummy... i ate the chicken quisadilla, sum wierd tasting fries and IcE cReAm!! lool, me and les got our pic taken with the geico geeko. haha, les is my friend b/c she has a car, money and a printer!! o and i got to see Cherry Bing which is such a great band, altho i only got to listen to about 3 songs b/c les wasn't enjoying it... lool as we were leaving les' mom's wrk place i was reading this thing and ran into this bar thing... like a small post or sumthin.. we got bak to les' and played Texas Hold Em'... i luv that game now!! i won and i was not knoing nething while we played. haha then i went to the Queen of Heaven carnival...not as fun with ur mom...

sun: went to st. christopher's church in tonawanda for my lil cous Quinn's christianing. it was okie, there was a party after, which was boring til Tim came b/c we talked alot... then i went to youth group which was extremely fun!! we went to andersons and jon broke the salt shaker, hannah and i kept laughing bout stuf, jon and nate beat us bak to the church, we talked under the tree out front...

MONDAE!!!! SO MUCH FUN: i got to tims house at like 1:30 and as i was pulling into his driveway i went up on the curb!! lool we went to dans house and i met steve. both totally kool kids! haha i was really shy for awhile tho.. it totally sucks to be shy! we were in dan's room for a while and then we went down to his living room and tim read the life and arts section (basically the movie section) and he said there was a movie out called Baddassssssss... haha and there was a really funny name that the guys lauged at for like 5 mins... then we (actually tim, dan and steve) talked for awhile. i then got to see their one movie Amish 2000! lool it was a kool movie!! then dans bro changed the channel and we ended up watching a cheech and chong movie... umm it was wierd!! then we watched Master of the Flying Guilletine(sp) which was hillarious... then watched sum music videos.. steve came bak and then me, dan, tim, matt, and steve walked to dipaulos! THAT PLACE HAS REALY GOOD PIZZA!! i then met ben and fleck...more kool kids!! it was fun at dipaulos, then we went to Kenny's field.. many wierd children running around.. we then went to hamilton playground, and it was cool... the red swing was sweet.. matt wanted to ride in it so badly and then he finally got his chance lool he was hillarious...then i got to do it and i went like the farthest that u could go, it was awesome... then it was tim, me, and matt for awhile and this kid started to stalk us andkept saying bad stuff, so when steve and dan came bak we walked away... we then went to this one church and got drinks/ice cream.. lool there was this moth that was wounded and matt and steve put a bandage on it and we then let it go.. so we walked bak to tims for my mom to pick me up.. well when we were leaving i got to meet dennis, and he spayed silly string at the maxima...bad kid!! lool i had soo much fun!! lool i'll be going up to tonawanda awhole lot this summer!! yea if i get my lisence, matt said i have to come up everyday! well hope fully i can!

wow that was long...

i must be off to watch a movie!! ttyl!

yea....

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 19:37:20 GMT

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hey everyone! not much has been happening! i'm going to a friend of the family's house tonight! it's in derby and they live on the lake!! i can't wait to see it! ok well ttyl!

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4th of july!

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 01:43:37 GMT

i'd have to say that this 4th of july was the best! it started off kind of crappy, b/c i was in a really bad mood...like realy frustrated and all.. ok so my mom and i made taco dip in less then 5 mins and she left to drop off the taco dip at annes and went to my cousin christy's house. so around 5:15 i left home on my bike and went to annes! fun times!! her lil cousin max(10 months old) is sooo freakin cute!! lool and then i met more of annes fam. her couz molly is kool and nice but her boy friend came with her, and damn he is SOOOO HOTT!! and he has a music major and was in a band!! oo tops to that!!! whoo!! o more on him lata... it was an on and off rain thing.. so we were unsure of the parade actually happening. around 7:30 we began our journey on the WALK to anne's aunts house on e. quaker st, b/c anne's aunt paula wouldn't let matt drive us! haha so me and anne are walkin down potter and anne says "we should of brought an umbrella", then at that moment it began to pour!!!!! haha and me and anne were wearing WHITE TEE SHIRTS!! lool, so we start to run and i stop to take off my flip flops and anne does the same. so we r running in our barefeet now and we get to the corner of potter and e. quaker and we see mike and matt comin towards us running. we wait for them and then cross the street to the other side. so all we do is run til we get to annes aunts house!! haha.. we get to the house and it's about time for the parade to begin.. so we stand out side and it;s the on and off rain again.. and a lot of ppl r there. so then after about 15 mins we hear the firetrucks and they decided to have the parade after all. well there were alot of horses and there were FREAKIN COWS!! haha!! then there was sum animmal poo on the street like right in front of us... and the funny part was that sum of the walkers didn't notice it so they stepped right in it!!! hahaa we all laughed at them! then there was a moment when me, anne, molly, and her bf mike were huddled under this umbrella and I WAS NEXT TO MIKE!!! haha.. well the parade was kind of sucky! so then me, mike and anne needed a ride since matt already had one so we got in the car w/ MIKE THE HOTTIE!! haha.. he dropped us off on the corner of lincoln e. quaker! haha so we walked bak to annes house and then went out to her backyard to watch the firewrks! haha matt sat in this tiny chair and when he stood up the chair was stuck on him haha! well the firewrks were pretty awesome! then we went bak inside and played sum card games and then around 1am, annes mom drove me home!! i get home and talk to carrie bout "today" and clint!! lool always fun times talking to him lool!

today i went to Fun and Games w/ anne and carrie! we played 2 rounds of putt putt! i won the first game and carrie won the second game. haha and annd thought this one dude was a jake gylellnhall look-a-like. so we like follewed him around.. the dude was cute but soo not a look-a-like!

well kel is bugging me to finsh so i will! well let me just paste this... the highlights of sat:

LESLIE'S PARTY OF '04!!! MAJOR FUNNESS
~me shooting water at everyone, then brad tossed a bucket of water at me, so i chased him and i jumped on his bak for a piggy back ride and i tried to kick him in the balls haha!! then we had a paper throwing fight which turned into a water fight!! haha me and les were in her pool (filled to half of my calf(i think)) and we just kept throwing water at phil, bri and brad!! then we had everyone in the pool attacking each other! the best part was when phil, bri and brad wraped their towels around their waists and tied their shirts up and were BELLY DANCING!!! ahhaah! so we got fake money and stuffed it in their shirts and "skirts"!! o and me and les got to chat while watchin sum firewrks! haha fun times and great memories!

okie so yea!! i hope ya'll enjoyed reading this HAHA!! ttyl!

shoppin

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 22:08:47 GMT

wow i drove around alot today, but i soo needed to practice driving on the thruway!!
ok so i went to the bolevard(sp) mall today... and here's what i bought:

Pacific Sun: 2 t-shirts(cookie monster and oscar the grouch), really SWEET pants and a belt
Aero: a pair of COOLI pants and THE JON CORTO JACKET(what anne calls them)
JCPENNEY: a khaki skirt
Fye: the Sugarcult cd titled Prom Trees and Power Lines

i'm so exchausted that all i wanna do tonight is watch a movie and talk to ppl on line(like cLiNt and my new cHrIsTiAn friendz)

o and i forgot to go buy this neat-o shirt that made me think of clint! it like said PRINCE CHARMING MISSING!! i'll just look for it at McKinley or sumthin...

ok well i'm good... talk to ya'll lata

<3 sOmEoNe So SpEcIaL

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 18:52:38 GMT

omg i am feeling soo much better today than i was yesturday!

if u wanna be happy and laugh alot, then go watch The Best of Trading Spaces!! omg it is sooo hillarious! and ty is sooo hott!! hehe...

yea so my mom got me extra value meal #5 (aka 6 chicken nuggets, fries, and soda) for lunch b/c i was complaining of no food in the house... lool!! i luv mcdonalds!!

o and i was in a way cool chat yesturday with sum christian ppl!!

haha the finale of real world... most of the ppl annoyed the heck out of me. i did like frankie, jamie, and jaquese(sp).

well 2morroe my mom and i r going shopping!! i have 2 $25 certificates for boluvard and then i have $135 in cash!! I'M IN DA MONEY!! whhhhoooo.

o i can't wait for les's party on sat and anne's party on sun!!

<3 ya all!! ttyl!

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 21:05:08 GMT

leave me alone..............................

i thought u were my everything, but u've taken so much of my life away from me!!!

wow

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 14:14:35 GMT

i've been thinkin alot about a lot of stuf..

wow last night, well basically this morning around 2am... i couldn't sleep and i did try reading but didn't wrk out, so i went downstairs to the comp and haha clint was on! lool we had a uhhh... interesting convo (i guess u could say)!! haha... i was laughing so much...but soon he completely stopped talking to me and i was like wtf?? so i left b/c guess what..? I WAS FINALLY TIERD! i got to sleep pretty easily..

so i'm going out to lunch w/ my mom, my grandma, my couz Amy and her son gunnar, my couz Diane and her son Adrian and daugher Erin(2nd cousins), and Lexi Biondo(who i'm babysitting) lool. my mom called mrs. biondo and asked if it was ok if lexi joined us.

well i gtg!

whee

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 03:16:54 GMT

wow this summer is gonna be cooli!
~bridal shower parties
~grad parties
~friends parties
~the wedding
~hopefully getting my lisense(road test 7/29)
~SENIOR TYE DIE DAY
~chillin with friends
~going to fantasy island and darien lake
~fun with youth group
~seeing hott guys at random places
~making videos
~letting kel and jen see their unedited bday present!
~SUMMER MOVIES!!!
~staying up late
~maybe meeting marc! and clint if his mom will let him drive up here
~gettin job, might make my own babysitting service!!
~dancin in the chair at the comp while singing cool songs

wow..there's probably more, but who knos, well i'll ttyl!

... (aka DOT DOT DOT)

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 19:34:17 GMT

hey

i'm not in the best mood right now... but i'll be feeling better tomorroe... just need a day to myself...

i like dots... hehe

la di da di da, i'm gonna go lie down...

~missing nobody, but myself~

whee

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 17:09:56 GMT

ok so i didn't go with anne... WELL i saw her like everyday this week, so there...

i think "show me love" is a song i like... haha i heard it a long time ago and i dn if it's THE song i like haha... so yea i thought i would say that... right now i'm watching 100 greatest dance songs on VH1!! i luv music!!!! whee...

i'm bored, but hopefully tonight i won't be hehee..

hmm... i like my hair!! haha, everyone thinks i look grown-up, too bad i don't act grown up!

i sooo gotta see a movie this weekend... either Dodgeball or The Notebook.. it's between comedy and romance..hmmm... well if sumone wants to see a movie with me, IM me, EmaiL me or call me(even tho the ringing is annoying!!)

ok so there ya go...

hmmm

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 14:28:15 GMT

i thought i should make a journal, but i don't kno what to say...
well today i'm going to the high skool w/ anne, so that we can pay amanda and to find out anne's grades... i got a 79% on math and 82% on the english and that's all i kno... ok and then later today i'm going to my couz tims house for this family thing... whee maybe my nana will take pics of us again(i love when she does that...NOT) ok so yea i might get to see dan, it's been a year!! ahhh, but we still talk and yea...

clint comes home today from his 10 days at camp, i'll prob talk to him alot today hehe...

yea so theres my day..whee...!

fireflies

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 03:26:04 GMT

ok i totally believe that u can make a ring form a fireflies butt!! seriously i read it sumwhere and no one believes me!!!

if u believe me plz comment....

....also....
if ya want to do stuf call my cell or phone... if ya don't got my #'s just email me!

yup

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 01:18:11 GMT

well i don't have much to say... so i'll just leave a list of stuf...
~i'm a senior finally--so far i kno that i got a 79% on the Trig exam..yippie
~i am gollum hehe i can act just like him
~i realized i need to keep in touch with friends like kt d., this kid named dan who is my couz's friend, my friends from skool
~i've been thinking a lot....again...hehe... i miss a lot of stuf, like clint(hehe) and just doing normal stuf with ppl... i also wish i could just act like myself for awhile...most ppl see me as a crazy kid but there's more to me... and i just don't like to see ppl sad so i gots to be all happie for them...
~got the hoobastank cd...totally great...escape is my fav song...
~tot is having surgery tomorroe and i hope that she does fine..
~i've been reading a lot of romance novels...they r realy cool...
~i like dave and he lives close to me, and i like clint, but he lives far away... ahhh... and dave has a g/f which just totally sucks... and clint and i never met and my mom despises him... what to do...?

there's prob more, but who knos...

well bya...

hehe

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 01:31:59 GMT

ok well this was a good weekend!! hehe...
~anne told greg he was hott
~we saw toliet bowl at taffys and larry
(also sum realy cute guys)
~video taping ppl---hott seniors...
~ACT's...ick...
~kels dance recital
~dan soo needs a haircut
~the little baby in our row was dancing
~amanda was taking pics of us!!
~the bonD-fire
~putting the frog in johns drink, him drinking it, then spitting the frog out, and the frog LIVED!!
~shelly and me dancing
~shelly and me having a tickling fight hheeh
~me telliing dave i liked him....STILL!!!:

aKewlTomato: i just said that i still have a crush on u
aKewlTomato: hheeh
MotoAce51: joking or no?
aKewlTomato: i'm not joking
MotoAce51: jus checkin
MotoAce51: i would prob do somethin about it but u know im with molly
aKewlTomato: yea i kno
aKewlTomato: i just wanted to tell u
MotoAce51: its coo what am i gunna say "go away" yea right i am jus gunna take it and be happy people actualy like me
MotoAce51: they like me they really like me
aKewlTomato: lool what's not to like
aKewlTomato: wow this is wierd most guys were like, wtf, go away i don't like u

hehehe!! whee...i'm so freakin hyper!!!

ya'll have to come to my house this summer to see the tape!!! whee...

o i'm going to this yrs graduation to see Dr. Stoddart's speech he gives, since next yr i won't be getting it poop!! also to see the seniors!! hotties!!

ok so i might add more sum time lata...

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 02:23:36 GMT

hey ya'll... my weekend was ok, but i wish it was better.

hmmm friday, i don't remember it much. me and clint got very intimate but we didn't cyber, sry krystal... haha. basically we typed us making out, rubbing each others baks and hold each other closely! i kno sex is like this romantic thing, but other than that it's pretty disgusting. i mean the whole haha i can't believe i'm saying this(so unlike me) but the penis thing. hehe i'm still a little kid at heart and i don't understand y ppl like to do it.

so all day saturday and to sunday clint was on his way to ohio to get his car and bak home.

sooo saturday, i didn't really do nething. um i saw harry potter 3 with my mom. way cool movie! i loved it and the third book is my fav.

sunday..... wowy.... i went out to lunch with my mom and gram to celebrate her 84th bday(June 8th). let's say omg!! haah i really can't mention what happened, but if ya wanna kno and ur cool enough i could tell u, so it all depends on trust. ahaha and lets just say i don't trust a lot of ppl. yea in youth group we talked about trust and forgiving. hah! so yea well tonight i talked to clint. and i really missed him..

how am i supposed to deal with this.....
here's my away that i had up for a few mins:
i wish i could spend eternity with u!
i wish i could be held by u and never let go of!
i wish i could kiss u netime i want!
i wish i could meet u!
~where is my tru luv??O:-)~

dancinqn16: well ur gonna meet clint some day dont worry!
aKewlTomato: but i do wry
aKewlTomato: i feel like i'm falling in luv with sumone i'll never be with

how am i supposed to kno if he is the one!! i dn! i do believe in love at first sight but we haven't met!! i dn want to think or do!! ahh i need help!!! *tear*

well ok so there's my upperdater! bya...

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 20:14:10 GMT

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can ya'll tell that i like him!! haha, omg these past few days have been fun talking to him!! today he flew up to ohio to get his car, so now he's only 2-3hrs away from me!! i miss him b/c i'm not gonna be able to talk to him until 2morroe and i'm gonna be busy b/c i have hw to do and go to youth group!! well i'm gonna try and see Harry Potter tonight if i can. i'll ttyl!

lock-in

Sun, 30 May 2004 01:54:00 GMT

omg!! the lock-in was sooooo awesome & we should totally do it again.

so we got to the churh & we had worship first. the band that was there was ELEKTROMAT!! omg the guys r sooo hott!! so me, jess, & moonster kept dancing and trying to sing along!! i was so thankful to be there & enjoy it with my friends. but then shelly said that her sis was gonna come up and talk to us. but then she just kept crying, so her husband came up & talked for her. what he said got me to think about the direction my life is going & i began to cry. my friends noticed and gave me sum pats on the back. then they had sum ppl come pray with us kids and this one women came and talked to me, les, and anne. i asked her to pray for me and she did, and i just kept crying. the reason i was crying b/c in the begining of this week i wanted to end my life. i was tired of being hurt by my family nad friends and i wanted to give up on life. then a speaker came to the front and started talking. his name was Joe and i swear that he looks like jake gynllhall(or however u spell it). but he began by saying, i have this feeling that i'm gonna touch one person(or sumthin like that) and i knew it was gonna be me. i was still crying. so it was like joe was talking about me the whole time, and i was thinking "thank u joe for showing me god". and then he asked sum ppl up to the front, and said that if neone needs extra prayer that they should come up and get prayed upon. i was to shy to go up. but then the drummer of elektromat came up to the front and said to not be scared and that they are here to help us. so moonster led me and jess to the front. i went to shelly and i was REALLY crying by then and she prayed for me. i was sooo thankful. then she asked if i was saved. i thought about it for a sec and asked myself if i was and i told her yes, yes i am. she then told me to repeat sum stuff after her and i felt better that she was there for me. the band then did a couple more songs and then they said that they were gonna give us free cds. i was like YIPPIE!!

then me and jess got autographs from them!! omg they are all hott!! and super funny. haha then hannah, jess, and me talked to tom(the drummer) for awhile.

we then were going to midnight bowling at this one ally that was like an hour away!! but the jouney was fun. me and jess were pointing out sum stuf that we remembered on our last journey on transit. haha, the place where we almost died!!, the elbow room(which we found out is a night club!! ahaha), the imax. and then we found other places like valuemart, the tiny garage, 3 mighty tacos, Yings, and many more.

at the bowling ally was hillarious!! sum funny stuf:
~Coach Rodent(me)
~our band is: JAK LSM!!
which is:
Jess(electric guitar)
Anne(person)
KT(bass, back vocals)
Les(groupie)
Sparkles aka Hannah(lead vocals)
Moonster(drums)
~ dancing to the music
~anne is the president and i'm the assistant to the president
~the cheers
~losing our energy!!

we went bak to the church and got there at like 3 am. then we ate and talked with ppl. then we watched School of Rock, and a lot of ppl slept. i got 20 mins! haha.

wow i wrote a lot, well i did have a great time. hehe... but i have to say that i'm finally trusting jesus christ. i kno now that he will be with me forever and i'm grateful!!

well ttyl

this is sooo me!!!

Fri, 28 May 2004 02:22:43 GMT

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Wed, 26 May 2004 00:26:25 GMT

i'm not doing so well...

i'm sick and...

i'm at a high pt. of depression. like i wanna die, but i could never commit suicide. i love all my friends sooooo much, but my family is making me feel like crap...

i live in a fuckin hell hole!!

WL

Tue, 25 May 2004 01:30:12 GMT

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haha that's anne.

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that's clint.

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lool kel!!!

my warning label

Tue, 25 May 2004 01:22:18 GMT

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hehe....

maybe it should say, "WARNING: aKEWLTOMATO KNOS AN AXE MURDERER!!!" haha

i'm bored, but last night was HiLLarIoUs!!!

hate

Sat, 22 May 2004 23:31:43 GMT

i hate myself so much. ahh y must my life suck

i'm depressed if u couldn't tell.

les gave me the cold shoulder and kept yelling at me. well THANX FOR ADDING THAT TO THE LOAD.

i might seperate myself from sum ppl now....

bye

my uperdater

Sat, 22 May 2004 03:20:27 GMT

hey ya'll. this week was very long and troublesome. it was funny in sum part but other times it just sucked. so here ya go.

Mon:lool, skool was ok. but the most fun was at night. me, lauren, amanda, and julie went to see 13 Going on 30 at the aurora theater. (it was my 2nd time seeing it). while we were watching the movie, all of sudden sum threw up!!! lauren and julie said that it sounder fake, but me and amanda disagreed. hehe. then the person got up and left the area, but u could see hear him puking!!! lool. it was hillarious. o and the secret society had begun!

Tues: NO SKOOL!!! it was a total bore. all i did was use the comp and watch tv. i wasn't in the mood to do nething.

Wed: wow what a day. anne called me saying that she wanted to go on a bike ride. so she rode up to my house and i took my bro's bike b/c mine had flat tires and anne and i began our journey. lool we were standing on this one corner where freeman rd. and highland meet. we were trying to think of our friends and where they live in biking distance. but they all live far away!! haah. well we went into the village and went to Woodlawn Cemetary where my mom's side of the fam is buried and an old friend of the fam. then we went to annes house and chilled. then we went to snowflake creamery where we saw matt wrking and all i could do was laugh. then i rode my bros bike home b/c john told me that my mom called. well when i got home my bro dj says "IF U EVER TOUCH MY BIKE AGAIN, I'M GONNA KILL U!!" i was like wow i have such a nice bro. well that whole day every in my fam decided to yell at me for no freakin reason. i was very pissed!

Thurs: ok day. i wasn't happy when i got my SAT scores. they sucked, i really don't care if neone knows b/c rrr..... i got a 940!! r u all happy that u kno noe!!!

Fri: lool what a day. ME AND ANNE PRANK CALLED LJLIANJICH(or how ever u spell it). lool it was so funny. i was supposed to see Van Helsing tongiht but les was getting on my nerves. and i feel like she doesn't wanna hang around me for awhile. we're supposed to see Shrek 2, but the possibility of that happening is very low at the moment. well tonight i went to blockbuster and got Chasing Liberty. i really liked it. let's just say Matthew Goode is soo hott!! and i cried. hehe

well that was my week.

i also feel sad bout me and clint. i feel like were seperating, but he says not to worry and i have no one really to talk to about it. i'm just so confused!! i really like him, but everyone still thinks he's an axe murderer which is upsetting that everyone still says it!! grrrr. i don't wanna lose touch with clint, but i really hope we meet b/c if we don't then my heart might be broken for awile.

i hope next week is better! *crosses fingers*

wow, i haven't written a long journal in a while. hehe